努力很可怕

倒数的最后一科
是自己最无法面对的数学
不知从哪儿天开始
我开始不喜欢它

而现在 逼于无奈
我的生活还是离不开它
它占了三成的积分点
一科不容忽视且必拼科

努力 一个很可怕的动力
如果过分投入
很容易走火入魔
不喜欢读书考试
因为它带来很多压力

不喜欢这种石头般的感觉
因为会让人变得很沉重

Do not study hard but study smart
我的聪明永远都不在学习上
考试 是恐怖的
我讨厌考试 但为了自己的将来
没办法了


成绩是什么?

它又代表了什么?

读书 又是为了什么?
我现在算不算在努力?
很怕自己会走火入魔
因为我在练着自己不熟悉的武功

朋友 你们好吗?

曾经相识的朋友
你们最近好吗?

感觉突然
大家变得很生疏了

突然
发觉
好久没联络大家了

发觉现在

我好像把你们
一个个地忘了

突然

我觉得自己好像
活在自己的世界
很久都没露露脸

就像断了线的风筝
大家都随风飞跃了
所有人都在寻找着

自己未来的目的地

可能 你已把我给忘了

但 我会努力把你留在脑海里

可能 曾经的我很不够朋友
但 你可能也和我一样

可能 我有什么不对的地方
但愿 你能够原谅与包容

对不起
谢谢你

回家与吃饭



剩下的两张卷纸
还真是没什么心想读
可能我的精神粮食
葡萄干被吃完了吧?
专注力正一点一点地消耗掉
心渐渐地离学习越来越远
它正慢慢地往回家的路上飞去

突然
好像回家~

自离家到遥远的地方学习
这是我的第三学期了
我第一次在20天前开始倒数

从前~回家
就只是这样吧
但这次,好想回家吃饭喔

这个学期
不知为什么

脑袋天天都被食物塞满
每每都想要找好吃的
可能是被朋友影响吧?
或者开始认真读书了?
读书变得沉重
(读书对我来说从来没轻过?)

又或者因为读书的辛苦 + 爱吃的朋友
把压力全发在吃东西上?

又或者
我们都很享受读书
就好像享受着那顿顿的美食吧?

也可能
大家渐渐地开始接受现在的生活
慢慢地开心起来
变得越来越会享受?

大家~开始发疯了
已经开始在计划回家要吃什么
但妈妈煮的菜
一定是首选

随着转动的地球
人也开始变得婆婆妈妈
可能天天都在重复着同样的话题
可能你已厌倦那一篇篇的成年旧事
但它可能是你存有的记忆
一个可以喂饱你的回忆

回家
记得一定要吃饭

吃得饱饱的 以补充所有的不足
妈妈煮的菜 永远是最好吃的

那种味道 是永远也买不到的

味道 一个回忆的记载
而这味道 也只能弥漫在记忆里了
它 永远不会再出现了

而我 也只能
靠着那存有的记忆
慢慢寻找回相似的味道

但它
始终还是有分别

我 肚子又饿了
回忆中的味道
正在减弱着

我闻不到了
也想不起了

对不起~
我只尝到
酸、苦、咸 … …

时间若倒退

如果有一天
能让你遇见小叮当
它能够把时间倒退

把你带进反方向的钟
你希望能回到哪儿时?


~如果选择权在你手上~

我?
想回到小时候
因为把太多东西遗留在那个时空了

想带回一些更美好的回忆

想在那时再努力多一点
可能这一点点的小改变
可以造就一个前所未有的世界


如果没有当时的我?
会有今天的自己吗?


那今天的自己,
是否活得灿烂?


这世上并没有什么小叮当
我只能够为你找到竹蜻蜓
请戴上它
继续飞翔


请醒醒

别发白日梦了
梦~还远着呢


The One Pound Gospel

从头到尾一直叫着 Sista~ Sista~
死缠烂打地不停追求
一个没有毅力拳击手
能够忍受美食的诱惑
绝食接受连串的训练
最后成功地实现承诺
为自己喜欢的人付出
拿下全日本拳击冠军
最后因为上帝的安
修女勇敢地踏出一步
两个有情人忠臣眷属


虽然不是一部很好看的电视剧
但不加任何复杂的故事调味料
原汁
原味也能成为不错的佳话

童颜刑事*柴田竹虎


堕落少年到最后变成一个
可以看到死神之手的少年刑警
曾经失去过自己挚情的人
永远地相信对方
成功地把大家从死亡边缘
拯救回来并让大家活得更好
不再背负着过往的背负
继续的生活下来


因为
的出现与正确的领导
被拉回了正义之道
但因为
的回改
而造成
的死亡
也在之后
才知道
的真实身份
而曾经的好友
竟杀了
父亲

的世界 没有色彩
只有绝望 没有希望
只有寂寞 没有快乐
只有仇恨 没有信赖

杀了最爱的
虽然痛苦
但依然继续坚持下去
因为
必须报答
并好好地照顾
无法像一样
原谅
的过错
就像一样
无法原谅

也无法原谅自己

曾经的帮助
重生并远离痛苦
但因为

选择回旧路
因为
不想曾经帮助过
因为而难过
的生命结束在手上
因为两人都是寂寞的人
也想幸福的生活下去
但错了就很难回头
决定结束生命
但因为
的信念
勇敢继续活下去
因为朋友都在身边支持她
并不像
不是一个人
因为
相信~

需要新血的注入







这几个月的忙碌
忘了时间的转动
操劳已久的大脑
需要适合的血液
注入全新的灵感

没有新发现的世界
变得非常无精打采
消失了的泉源动力
能否再次恢复正常?

大学生活

大学,一间让大了人所读的学校
它的生活,也比较大人化
但考试,还是和小学、中学一样的无聊
好与否,都是通过各科的等级积分而得到的

在大学,大家都有不同的生活价值观
考试时,大家也用不同的方式去面对

一些人,只读死书
一些人,会读活书
剩下的人,不读书

佩服那些记忆力好的人
因为他们可以把所有的笔记一字不漏的背下来
天呀!他们的人生就真的是以背书为乐吗?
他们真的是为背书而活吗?
可以一字不漏背出来
真的开心吗?

但无可否认,他们真的很厉害
这是他们应得的
付出的努力,一定会有成果

会背不会写,是一种罪过
明白不会写,也是没办法
完全不会写,那真是活该

这世界是平衡的
强者一定要有弱者的互补
不然,他们的存在将不被承认

羡慕,可以是一种动力
但天生没有这种才能
就还是放弃吧
不要为了因为别人的特殊
而一味的模仿而搞到身心疲惫

我们不是被复制出来的物品
不同的人有不同的生活方式
请寻找最快乐的方法活下去
因为人生能有几多回?

熟稀的路人甲

陌生不分距离
不管是近或远
只要不跨前一步
你永远将站在原地

地球
公转又自转

来日
有缘相见
无缘相识

末日
行同路人甲

Goodbye Midterm

终于,所有的小考都过了
现在可以好好地休息一下

休息是为了走更长的路
假若休息了太久
是不是会变得更懒惰?

好久没有这么用心读书
但还是不能够达到目标
没有完全尽我权利所能
把它们全部一一打败掉

过了一连串触目惊心的考试
发现到我必须好好地补一补
我这生锈的大脑
已快不行了

为什么,我们须要考试?
为什么,不能把它考好?
为什么,变得越来越笨?

为什么,开始恍然了?
为什么,目标不见了?
为什么,变成酱子了?

Steam’L’oat

UMS不一样的中秋节
连续两天吃Steamboat
中秋前夕和Familiar庆祝
中秋当天和Coursemate 一起围炉

'围炉'
一个被世人遗忘了的华语名词
现今流行讲Rojak话
'死盯布'慢慢取代了围炉

还记得在一个拜五的‘数学电脑课’后
和我们厉害的助教高谈阔论
听说了他曾经的围炉风光史
就是一班人开车杀上Kundasang
在冷冷的地方吃那热热的咯咯

围炉~围炉~
听起来很像没有翘舌版的伟铷~伟铷~
刚刚好
Steamboat 第一个字 start with ‘S’
慢慢把它进化
当~当~
我有多了一个英文名
~SteamLoat~

连续两天的狂吃
突然很像吟两段诗 ~

十四十五锅圆圆
八月十六我圆圆

课外活动

因为怕晒
所以避开阳光

因为怕脏
所以避免触碰它

因为不愿
所以避讳参与

因为这样
意义失去了

回忆就操控在你手中
你要把它变得精彩
还是黯淡无光?

如果有一天
你看到了它
你会有何感想?

平平淡淡?毫无感觉?
你是否可悲?我是否难过?

呕书

为了什么?
我们需要把读过的东西
全呕在考卷纸上

我们是否能够好好的吸收
所有被呕出来的东西?

是不是把所有的东西呕完
就代表我们明白?

那如果我没有把它吞下去
而只是含在嘴里
就依偎着我不明白?

原来,嘴是不张胃的
要有好的吸收,就必须把它吃下去
吃了下去,才有东西吐
如果肚子空空,就只可以哀声叹气

从前,
不忙说忙,其实真的不忙。
最近,
说忙不忙,其实真的很忙。

忙与不忙,现在已不再重要。
那什么才是最重要的?
我重视的又是什么?

慢慢地发现到
忽略的东西越来越多
不理会的事物也在慢慢地增加

很久,已忘了自己样子
看回昔日的旧照片
发现到最陌生的还是自己

被遗忘的东西
何时才能寻回?
我又遗忘了什么?

Enjoining my Last Friday

Start from next week, my life will be busy because with the lecture, tutorial class and practical. Perhaps, my happy Friday also will disturbing by the Biometry Lab at the afternoon. Just the 1 hour, our plan to hang out on Friday afternoon break. So, must watch movie gao gao for our Last Happy friday..

Journey to the Center of the Earth
A movie that 强力推荐 by my friend who said very nice and end she can't get to follow us for movie with us because we are decided to watch a movie that she watched. Really sorry, Miss Lap Yen, but will not forget what had we promised and hope u wont always get aeroplane from ur coursemate. Haha. The movie for me still ok, but then still shock to watch it. I still remember i was scream in the cinema while they all going to drop of from the land. But the movie looks very childish and unbelievable. I like the part when Sean wanna pass through the magnet stone, look nice the stone green in color. The whole movie just like surviver + Jurassic Park. Dinosaur like to vomit the disgusting saliva, they have no better idea for their scrip. Lastly, just like what my friend told me, they return back to the Earth by a dinosaur bone. That's really funny! OMG....

Wanted
An excited movie that really bloody. It is a story about killers, not really understand what they trying to tell but i thing i know is that is a story that begin 1000 years ago. And they are the killers is the person that have very fast action. Their heart beat also beat 3 times of normal human being. I like all the action movement in the movie. Especially at the end, Wesley Gibson holding the gun and shot all the way to the Sloan Office. That is the only time Wesley look handsome and attractive. Really shock that Wesley had killed his father that really can't expected. There had a good vision and effect for the 2 hours movie.

The day was end up with this 2 movies. When do i have another free time for my Friday?

A Trip to KL with my deary Cousin

My cousin, a Singaporean who is my daddy's sister's daughter. We get closes to each other i think is after we having MSN account. Doesn't remember how we got the good relationship but since after going to Sabah for my study, my MSN account was pity hard to connect. But still very happy that my cousin did not forget me and gpt to think whatever trip for us. This time she planed to come to KL and not Genting anymore. Haha!
Landed at Malaysia ground (4.38pm) by Tiger Airline

First, we went to KLIA airport.
--- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- ---

THE NEXT DAY
We wake up early to have our breakfast. Then my elder sister drove my dad's car to KL. I am not good for driving at KL but she is coz she had been studying around the area for 2 years and she know a lot of places that had delicious FOOD.

Tong Kee's Egg Tarts (棠记蛋塔)

I will never forget this super nice tarts from Mid Valley. Since it was moved to other place, i cant easily get it when i go to KL.

(1. Yummy, I am hungry)
(2. Are u dare to steal out from my hand)
(3. 好吃到粘牙)

Ah Loy Kari Mee + Uncle Lay Cold TauHue
This is Uncle Lay Cold TauFuFa, we had ordered Pandan, Longan and Mango TauHue. It have 10 variety of TauHue flavorers for u to pick and each of them are nice. Each TauHue cost RM2.00 or RM2.50.

Next should be the Ah Loy Kari Mee. The Kari is thick enough and it is not so spicy. Everything are just ngam ngam hoo. See this fellow, she cant wait already ~ 亚来咖喱面!

From morning until now, we keep eating nonstop. And now is time to check in for the place we going to stay for that night, Cititel (Mid Valley) Hotel.
Cititel (Mid Valley) Hotel, just beside of the Mid Vally. Sound grand but act so so only. The room not bad, it is big enough but the bathroom just enough for u to turn around only when shower. The grand hotel with air-conditional + a noisy fan. That is funny, it doesn't suit to be. Some more this is the first hotel i had been where doesn't have door bell.
This few days were damn hot, the distant from KL Center to Monorail station were get to produce lot sweat. Hot~

Our destination for this afternoon is Low Yat Plaza, Sungai Wang and Pavillion. We bough a lot computer accessory at Low Yat and this make me almost 'pokkai'. Thankful i was going with my cousin, she is very good in begging price with the boss. And Sungai Wang, my cousin get to buy a jacket that looks nice and extremely cool. Wow~

Next, should must not forget the super high class shopping mall at KL, Pavillion~
First when we went in to the mall, we saw a nice design of the stairs. The wide center make the whole building full with space. We just seeking around and took a short snack over there.

[tut + unn + ngam + melt = Yummy v(O_o)V ]

We still prefer Häagen-Dazs' IceCream Founder. Will never forget the founder we ate before at Orchard Road that was super nice and delicious. And shock to know that the Häagen-Dazs outlet was gone. 想当年, we were ordered 2 sets of founder and shared by 4 of us. We have to faster finish the ice cream before it melt. Damn cold and the price too. Haha, you will never get the offered where we can get a free set of ice-cream when we purchase 1. And that is the one we had chosen. Smart enough!

The night view at Bukit Bintang are just nice. You can see lot nice car crossing the road and the road just like it's name '*'. After this, we were rushing back to Mid Valley again to take our car and drove to the next place. Our professional tour guide had brought us to visit the beauty of KLCC at night. Guess what! We were taken down lot photos that quite crazy just beside the road.

(She looks fierce)

After sakai'ing, we had to rush to Tasik Titiwangsa before they close it. On the way to Tasik Titiwangsa, we almost lost but with our professional driver ends we were there before 12.00am. Eye on Malaysia just in front of us!

At first we felt scare when we got in to the cabin. We did not dare to have any big action or movement inside the cabin because we affair it will unbalance and ... ... ... . We had 6 rounds within 17 minutes, that was boring and dull. KL view at night was nothing special. We just counting down when can we get down to the land. Finally they released us. Thank god we still alive.
Then we drove back to our hotel but sad things is the limited parking slote was taken by the resider. No choice we had to park our car at Mid Velly Parking lock with max payment RM5.
The next day morning when we wake up was damn hungry, because the night before we just took a bit of sushi as our dinner.

可怕的回忆

在这世界上
被社会排挤应该是最可怕的
一个不能够和社会沟通的人
应该不会感到快乐

如果有一天
你发现到你不快乐
应该好好的想一想
你到底能不能好好的与人沟通
你到底能不能站在别人的立场为别人招想

想请问
如果你每天都过着这样的生活
所有事情都以别人为出发点
那你是否会比较快乐?

是否别人也一样会为你招想

是否别人也像你一样
拥有着同样的想法
会有吗?

会否有人明白你
还是一样的误会你
对你依然有偏见
总是觉得你很烦